HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Took Blake to her 18 month check up today running on very little sleep. Went out of the house with no makeup on
:-O it was not a pretty sight. Blakelyn wound up getting her flu shot which you took very well and her iron levels checked. Hoping my little loveys sleep better tonight <3
Getting two babies ready and myself in an hour will never happen again.
Didn't even get to eat my two boiled eggs this morning and I've been doing SO good with eating healthy and on a schedule.
We didn't actually go out trick or treating or anything, but just stayed in the house. Halloween isn't a huge holiday in our home. Maybe once the girls are a little older we will dress them up.
Both babies in bed AND fed... Mommy shall go get some sleep too <3
Here's some photos of my sweet Blake anxiously awaiting her checkup!

Goodnight!!!

LONG DAY!

Woke up off and on through out the night with BOTH girls... Livy was just gassy and hungry most the night and I think Blake was sick. It was a long and exhausting night/day.
Did our usual breakfast routine. Then decided to go work a little at the office with Amber. Paperwork mostly. Glad I could help her though, she has lot to get done by Thursday! AHH!
Tomorrow is Blake's 18 month checkup.... We're a month behind on shots because the only day they had open was a couple before I was having Livy. Blake has a fever today and I'm hoping its just a cold. :( hate when my baby's are sick!
Dustin and I webcammed for a little while today an it was just what I needed. Just seeing his face always makes me feel better. Can't wait to be back in his arms.
The girls are both asleep in our warm little room....
Hoping it stays like this until Livy wakes me up to eat ;)
Goodnight <3

DEPLOYMENT

So far it's been about 3 months now and it's killing me. Not at all did I think it was going to be easy, but i definitely did not think it would be THIS hard. Dustin not being here to see his girls grow up I think is the hardest thing on me.... He's my bestfriend. But, not seeing his girls learn to talk or learn new skills it's what's the hardest. Every time we get to webcam.. I know it's killing him not being here with me and the girls. Alivia will be 7 months old when he gets back and Blakelyn will be over 2 years old. AHH! I will say that I am beyond blessed with amazing family and friends here by my side with me while he is away. I have reconnected with one of my childhood friends. She's completely amazing and just what I need and want in a friend. We're so much alike but so different at the same time. Perfect combination if you ask me.
I am a week from my post partum appointment and I'm beyond excited to finally begin working out again. I love that I can channel all this sadness into working out. I've grown to love this healthy lifestyle and I plan to keep it up. I'm excited to have 6 months to work on myself before my husband sees me again. I would like to perfect myself as much as possible without using any time of cosmetic surgery ;)
Anyways, the girls are both asleep and I guess I will watch some TV and get to bed while I can <3



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