So far it's been about 3 months now and it's killing me. Not at all did I think it was going to be easy, but i definitely did not think it would be THIS hard. Dustin not being here to see his girls grow up I think is the hardest thing on me.... He's my bestfriend. But, not seeing his girls learn to talk or learn new skills it's what's the hardest. Every time we get to webcam.. I know it's killing him not being here with me and the girls. Alivia will be 7 months old when he gets back and Blakelyn will be over 2 years old. AHH! I will say that I am beyond blessed with amazing family and friends here by my side with me while he is away. I have reconnected with one of my childhood friends. She's completely amazing and just what I need and want in a friend. We're so much alike but so different at the same time. Perfect combination if you ask me.
I am a week from my post partum appointment and I'm beyond excited to finally begin working out again. I love that I can channel all this sadness into working out. I've grown to love this healthy lifestyle and I plan to keep it up. I'm excited to have 6 months to work on myself before my husband sees me again. I would like to perfect myself as much as possible without using any time of cosmetic surgery ;)
Anyways, the girls are both asleep and I guess I will watch some TV and get to bed while I can <3
This is basically my first time blogging. Don't know how many followers I will get, but hey I will write anyways.
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